I’ll Be Honest…


I’ll be honest: I’m dealing with a lot in the process of self-discovery.

We were not brought up to live in this world as self-sufficient women, and navigating this new path comes with challenges. There’s insane loss and intense gratitude.

I’m feeling very grounded but super remote. I’m totally scattered but incredibly self assured. Deeply connected but always introverted. I’m feeling every little thing. I’m inside of crushing heartache but wrapped in unimaginable amounts of love. So grateful for the moment but so focused on the future. In this puzzle that is life, I’m constantly discarding pieces that don’t fit to keep the ones that do.

Then I’m painting over those pieces that fit, to make sure that they complete the vision of the whole. I’m succeeding as much as I’m struggling. I’m growing as much as I’m suffering. I’m opening up as much as I’m hurting. I’m unimaginably happy as much as I’m totally exhausted.

I have a million things to do and yet the healthiest thing I can do, so very often, is nothing. Just breathe.

I’m here to remind you that you don’t need to have all your shit together to be successful. As long as you’re learning, as long as you’re listening to your heart, as long as you’re doing what’s best for YOU, that’s when you win.

This is what it feels like to be free. It’s not perfect. Its intense. It’s messy, but it’s worth it. I love you. Each and every one of you.

Thank you for sharing with me. Of all the dates and all the times in history that came before us, we’re here right now. It’s amazing. Thank you for being you. Thank you for being here as I continually discover who I am.

I’m so grateful we get to do this together